The Room of Cadbury Milk Chocolates

Thursday, January 19, 2006

had my first enrichment class with CHIJ(oglc) p6 girls,the girls were a fun bunch and i got my first taste of "teaching" primary school kids as a class.i almost lost my voice trying to get them to settle down and listen.had a qlich-some girls detached themselves from the program and i didn't know how to handle(they didn't sit on the ground with the others; refused to act out the skit as instructed..)i simply ignored them(bad,but no choice cos i'm on my own!).haha, thank God at the end they were attracted by my sweets and played the last activity:)

yea,work at Beacon's great-it rained earlier so was cooling.i almost dozed off while at work cos there was nobody for 2 hours until uncle kay came with clients..started moving around and feeling awake. had curry and rice for dinner, not bad except the potato's overbaked..haha and we played pool abt 10 plus til closing at 11.30pm,really had fun cos i was on a winning streak, i guess if i really concentrate on my shots, i CAN do it:) anyway i was a little shocked cos while playing pool Mark said he something like "Pam, I like u.." crap, i dunno what it means, whether he likes the way i was trashing him in pool or..u-know-what.anyway i was rather embarassed and simply ignored him.haha, that's the best thing to do yea, i think i'm getting pro at acting ignorant when necessary.

oh and Edwin told me his view on relationships(really interesting issues we talked abt during the conversation we had, inter alia), well, erm, he told me he was the kind of guys who would tell a girl that he liked her if he did. as in he wasn't those type who would later regret then say "damn, i should have told her i liked her" kind. haha, and i told him i was the exact opposite and i would even give up my feelings for a guy IF i knew of others who liked him, cos i'm afraid, and i have no idea what i'm afraid of, maybe 'rejection''s one of the fears. Edwin's really nice to talk crap to, i can tell him everything, even girls-talk cos he seems to understand girls rather well, haha anyway i got chided for not having the guts when it comes to relationships. oh well oh well....

and Kia told me something really wierd, maybe concerned, well i dunno, maybe cos of the fact that i'm related to uncle kay and if pple find out i might be treated differently and stuff. anyway he said to be careful, (very careful) when talking to pple around here cos in front of me they may be nice and say sweet things but turn around to stab me at the back...gosh!what a shock yea, it's just my 3rd day and i'm just earning my keep, but oh well, i appreciate the advice*ponderponder*

and yes, i missed corrinne's concert again! its sold out ONCE AGAIN, faints, wails, watever...and i can't sleep tonight cos gotta finish IP project and i just can't get myself away from MSN, its addictive to chat every night! so much to talk and crap abt:) God help me....

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