The Room of Cadbury Milk Chocolates

Saturday, May 24, 2008

i just found out something abt myself today: I detest ungentlemanly guys.

had cab home after work today - this cabby uncle was like super rushed and irritated. so when i before i could finish upper serangoon view (he said HUH damn loud), i thought it would be easier to say hougang ave 7 since its just a road behind my house.

when we were nearing, i told him to turn right ahead. then he said showed a finger to the passenger beside him (obviously refering to me and i was soo pissed lar. it was quite rude!) he then said next time to tell him the exact address NEXT TIME. like what the heck, u HUH-ed me damn loud earlier on like u dun know what im talking abt, then next moment u want the full details.

its not like he is capable of handling more information than he is ABLE to right? like duh. but i didn't want to cause more unhappiness, i told him to stop me at the side and i walked back home instead of making him turn in one round.

the NICE auntie who knew the taxi uncles who fetched us back usually turned all the way into my house, she was like AIYO, u sure anot. be careful hor.

ok, i was still feeling pissed when i walked along the road to my house. so....i starting tearing nonstop til i reached the lift all the way to my bedroom. crap,i dunno why also la. mayb its a good way cos that's my way of releasing anger and watever that's no good to be kept inside. it was definitely not PMS.

then i kept thinking, if i was a boy i would have scolded him straight in the face right? but i felt so vulnerable at that moment - is this a girl thing? omg, this kinda biasness sucks big time. makes me feel super weak and helpless lar. urghs. i never want to take that taxi again. i mean, even if u have zero education and etiquette, u can be nicer than THAT right? u are a MAN for goodness gracious! act like one lar. yeeks. super disgusted with such ungentle manliness.

for example, my guy colleagues will do little things that really show how gentlemanly they are. like saying thank u when i do something for them, getting my meals packeted for me, giving me a treat occasionally (my brother nic), and of course sunny boy always carries my bag while i'm pulling the shutters of the shop. he won't think: oh its not my bag what. or her bag's too heavy.or when pam's done she can walk in and get it herself.

LIKE DUH. basic courtesy counts! i do appreciate such nice things ok - shucks. thinking again i feel like im getting super sensitive these days. must really be getting older :(

sigh, and bianbian told me i seemed to have put on weight. like...thanks huh. i retorted that mine were muscle mass whahaha!

ok, i just had to get this out! now i feel better. this is the reason of having blogs, when u dun feel like u can share directly to others. whew! i'm feeling much better already ok time to zzzz:)

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